| The Amish Girls |
[02 Oct 2006|09:01pm] |
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Yesterday I heard about or rather saw on the news the killings of three girls in a amish town. I have to say I laughed and you can judge me for what you want. But today while talking to my roommate about it I told her it was funny and she said it wasn't. I felt bad for a moment but realized later on that it is funny and should be to everyone. How is it that three children die and it is all over the news but you never hear about other the 33,000 that died. Its sad but true, yes those three girls were killed by a mad man but they had it easy. There death was quick while the other 32,997 have been dying for months. Slowly becoming infected with parasites and suffering from vitamin deficiences. No one really knows what they are going through unless you look at an anaorexic and then still anaorexic's are better off because sooner or later someone will come to help them. We americans seem to only worry about the problem when it is affecting us personally. who knows whether any of the children that died today could have cured cancer. Who knows if one of the could have been a unforgiving polictian. who knows who knows who knows. No one knows and no one every will. so while the familes of these three girls are preparing their funerals and remember the children's precious lives. I will be crying for the mothers of the other children. The lost children, the lost generation who will never know what its like to turn just one year older and actually celebrate the year and not just that they made it another year without dying from starvation. Cry for who you want, but the real tragedy has already begun and when will we(America) come in and help where we are most needed.
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| random..what does it mean |
[21 Sep 2006|09:42pm] |
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GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: not going out tonight?
Calarca1: nope
Calarca1: you?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: no
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: i just got out of the shower after taking a 2 hour nap
Calarca1: a shower sounds real nice right now
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: to bad i took all the hot water
Calarca1: no problem, i've survived a cold shower before
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: i haven't
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: i ususally jump out
Calarca1: it's not so bad once get over the initial shock
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: yeah it is
Calarca1: so what are your plans for tonight?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: nothing, i could go for pizza but i had cake earlier so nothing
Calarca1: what kind of pizza do you like?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: cheese, black olive, tomato and turkey pepperoni
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: you?
Calarca1: cheese, black olives, green peppers, sausage
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: i'm puking in my mouth right now
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: jk
Calarca1: what's wrong with my pizza?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: it has sausage and green pepper
Calarca1: and?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: that is so disgusting
Calarca1: because?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: pork is so bad for you
Calarca1: because?
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: it is
Calarca1: you're going to have to do better than that
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: eating pork can cause heart attacks and besides pigs are cute they shouldn't be eaten
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: is that good enough for you
Calarca1: nope
GrEEnmaFiaQuEEn: loser
Calarca1: i love you too
Calarca1: i'm going to go take a shower, ttyl
Calarca1 signed off at 9:40:56 PM.
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| BSU Duchess |
[28 Aug 2006|10:05am] |
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So I'm thinking about running for this BSU Sophmore Duchess thing. the problem is is that i don't know enough people to win and i don't want to waste time or money. i mean it would be a great competition to do b4 Miss Daytona. I don't know, i not one of those girls who needs vendication that i cute or hot of whatever people think they are. but i have always wanted to be on homecoming court when i was in high school. so i don't know yet i depends on how much money i have to spend because i def don't have any.
luv ya.
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| randomness |
[31 Jul 2006|12:30am] |
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i have 18 days before i go back to school. and i haven't done anything drastic this summer yet. i did notice that me butt is smaller and a lot of people say that i look different but i don't see it i think i grew up or just changed something about my apperance (aka the ponytail). summer A was fun and working at victoria secret's isn't let's just say if one more person comes in with a coupon i will flip my lid. meet cool people though we bonded while fixing panty tables. no boys however even though i made a drunk call to a guy friend about another guy that i like which wasn't that smart but i was inebraited (i can't spell). i'm deciding if i should run for ms. daytona i have to drop another ten pounds at least. buts that's in november. going now just updating for all my wonderfans.
peace
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| just writing to write |
[21 Jun 2006|11:24pm] |
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lil' wayne: grown man |
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tomorrow is my last day of summer school and i only have like 55 days left b4 i got back to school. i'm trying to find another job but it is so hard to find anything that i really want to do. i might go up to sams to be a morning cashier. my life is becoming so stressed i have so much to do in so little time.
everything that needs to be done by august.
1.) Make at least 500 dollars
2.) lose about 15 pounds
3.) pay for housing 2200 dollars people i am so broke
September
1.) lose 10 more pounds
2.) get my backhandspring and back tuck
3.) start saving for cheerleading, another 600 dollars people!
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| summer school |
[23 May 2006|12:32pm] |
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I'm in summer school and I actulally don't feel like doing any work. I have a paper due Thursday and I haven't typed up one word yet. But I have started so don't yell at me. I'm a procrastinater but I promise to have most of it done today. Seeing how I need to send it out for others to read. ttyl I need to finish my research before I go apply for jobs. Oh and by the way looking for a job if you hear of any let me know.
peace out.
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| life |
[19 May 2006|04:53pm] |
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life can change so suddenly and you never know why. friends can become enemies. what is one to do when the people that are mad at her won't say anything. what should she do. no one knows or is it no one cares. either way she must realize that to be a fully functioning person in this constructed society she must keep everything bottled up. just as society she breaks down because of the pressure, the only problem with that is that everyone once in a while breaks down. the only difference is that they know how to hide what society doesn't want to see. and soon they become robots of boredom and never show another emotion. do one become a robot or does one become a person?
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| school |
[21 Mar 2006|03:11pm] |
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school is insanely boring and it doesn't help that i have two online classes and two test this week alone. i can't wait until it is over. hopefully soon though tired of gainesville just a little.
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| hola |
[07 Mar 2006|05:59pm] |
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can't wait to come home for spring break i have so much work that needs to be acomplished that i defiently won't be doing anything fun. at least i have my computer back it has been almost a week since it crashed and now i have to do everything over again just to make it work.
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| paringitis and relatives |
[22 Nov 2005|04:55pm] |
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i found out today that i have paringgitis which is laringitis but it has moved to my lymph nodes. so now i can't move my neck that much and my back hurts. i'm back at home for the holiday but i am leaving either thursday or friday to go back to work. this week is the florida-florida state game and i cannot wait. i have a chance to go to the game an di am taking it without hesitation. even though i will be working the concession stands and not actually watching the game full out. i still get to take breaks and watch parts of the game which is better than watching it on television. i feel bad though because i have to work before the game until 8am and the game starts at 3:30 and i have to be there by at least 2pm. we'll see, i can't wait until the after parties they are going to be so much fun. i just have to get all this work done before i go out and party to a win. i really hope the seminoles win even though i go to gator country. i never really liked the gators, but there education is quite superb. so hope all is well with every one that reads my journal entries even though they are sporadic. i'll be writing again after the game.
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| Stuck at Work |
[21 Oct 2005|10:29pm] |
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I'm stuck at work and I am so bored. I have good news and bad news, the good news is that I made cheerleading and I will be competing in april in Daytona so come out to see me. The bad news is that I have to lose like a lot of weight to fit into my uniform. The lady measured me a size smaller so now I have to fit it by February for my first competition. It is like freaking underwear and that's it. Oh I also have to base a 2-1 stunt and I am not that strong so if I get a standing back tuck I won't have to. So I am really working now to get it. I want to come home for the Mainland-Seabreeze game but as of right now I have to work midnight to eight. So we'll see I hate this job but there is nothing I can do about it I need a job and this one is easy. So I will just have to deal until something better comes along.
TTYL
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| I guess i'm just not that good |
[26 Sep 2005|10:10am] |
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i just found out that i wasn't chosen for freshman leadership council even though i thought i was perfect for it. i guess not, maybe my resume wasn't as exciting as it could of been. maybe i could have been in more activities or maybe i was in too many activities in high school for their liking. maybe they didn't know that i can balance my life very well or that school was always first and i made time for these other things when i had it. maybe they didn't know that. who knows all i know is that i wasn't chosen. i went from being the over achiever in high school to a nobody in college. i guess i have to find a life and get into programs where i don't have to go through an interview process. i mean hey if all else fails i am a cheerleader once again and this time the uniforms are even smaller. but who knows maybe the person who interviewed me i will be interviewing him one day isn't life a bitch. it will be in his case if it ever comes up.
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| I need a Life |
[23 Sep 2005|11:23pm] |
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i don't have a life and it really sucks ass a lot. it's a friday night and i have no where to go and no one to hang out with. what's wrong with me. i need a boy seriously i need a boy for like the weekend and i'll be cool i swear no more complaining or anything. i went to gator nights tonight and played laser tag am i not a geek or what. to make it worse i'm going tomorrow to buy my glasses i will be full on geek then. but oh well this is the price you pay i guess and i'll just have to live with it. i might just go wash my hair i need to it's filthy. okay ttyl
peace out
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| MY first time.......at a club that is |
[18 Sep 2005|11:39am] |
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yesterday me and my friend courtney went to 238 to have fun with some other people on the floor. we had to walk there but it was no big deal other than guys trying to get us into their car so we had to be a lesbian couple but they still didn't leave us alone. i mainly went to try and get a job, we'll see what happens. when we got there it was empty and we had just paid five dollars i was so mad. but i had to make the best of it. so we met up with our other floor mates and i was like screw it lets just dance i don't care if no one else is doing it. so we were dancing and a couple more people should up and i mean guys when i say that but i didn't care i was there to dance. this guy comes up to me and we are like dancng right, well he is trying to grope and i'm like not caring b/c nothing was going to happen anyway he told me he was UCF and asked me if i wanted a drink i said no b/c drinking is wrong and stuff. especially taking a drink fron a stranger whom i have no intentions of trying to get to know anyway. so i like moved away slowly. before we left my hall maters cousin finally showed up and i had to dance with him if i wanted a job. but he was so short and my shins were killing me i was glad when he moved away and when they called last dance. but it was fun someone called us gator bait and we were like we go here. but whatever i'll find out next week when we return for FREE. ::yeah::
until then peaceout
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| STAAR interview |
[16 Sep 2005|05:17pm] |
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smooth criminal-b/c i am one haha |
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today i was suppose to have my staar interview because it was postponed from wednesday because i have long classes those days. well i had totally forgotten and the girl called me at 4:33 for my 4:30 interview. i told i had just come from class and ws on my way i get there before 4:45 i mean i had to walk in heels for sake of another being. anyway i get there and they are talking about me i mean i'm glad i didn't say anything because i wouldn't have known what they thought of me. so i walk in behind them and they are like oh we can't have the interview today we have somewhere to go so we have to reschedule until a more convenat time. i wanted to be like if that is the problem why did you schedule for right now instead of earlier. you stupid bitches. anyway now i'm home and i'm contemplating messing up my interview on purpose just to get back at them. we'll see.
until then peace out
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| Alum night at hollie's |
[10 Sep 2005|10:39pm] |
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i not okay (i promise) my chemical romance |
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so school is boring i don't really feeling like doing any work so i don't but i'm catching up and it isn't that bad which is good. anyways yesterday me and john went to hollie's to hang out at like midnight which is fun seeing how we walked all the way there and these guys were like hollering at me thinking me and john were going out and he was like freaking out it was so funny. i was like don't worry i'll protect you i take kickboxing. anyway we got there and hung out with hollie, her roommate, adam, and yvonne it was fun me and yvonne were freaking out over the movie darkness and adam was just laughing because we are the biggest wimps especially me when it comes to horror movies. well when we decided to walk back at like three in the morning adam was going to give us a ride home. we walk outside and our looking for his car and it wasn't there. he had been toed it was so funny but we had to make sure because it could have been stolen. well it was toed and we had to walk all the way back to graham area after dropping off yvonne which was great seeing how people were still beeping. i got home at four in the morning i was so glad my interview was on sunday.
peace out
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| the lakeside smokeout/fire |
[25 Jul 2005|05:06pm] |
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john legend- baby i used to love you |
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fun fun yesterday i almost burned dwn lakeside the place i live. isn't that great. well this is what happened i put a pot on the stive because i was getting ready to cook chicken for dinner. the pan was to hot so whe i put the butter in the pan smoke flew everywhere i started fanning the smoke away from the smoke detector but that didn't work. it just got worst. so the girls from across the hall came over and as soon as the door opened the whole building went off which is even worse because b4 it was just my room. so we had to get all the alcohol out of the room because the RA were coming to check it out. OMG the police came and so did 2 firetrucks it was so embarrassing i think my whole building hates me so now for the last two weeks i have to sneak around so that i don't get caught and beat the crap out of. my housing record is now tarnished with smoke and i might not be able to get housing next year. tear
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| my feet are killing me |
[23 Jul 2005|12:05pm] |
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yesterday me and my friend amelia went to gator night and then onto this party by this fraternity well everything was going well and we were dancing and it seems in college boys are a lot more open about dancing i mean sure their are the ones that still stand on the side looking on but there are those few who will just come up behind you and start dancing which is totally cool. i mean this one random white boy just grabs my hand and pulls me over to start dancing. apparently me and my friends were being called the babies by the boys there why idunno maybe because we had on gator night bracelets but they did so many other people because you got free food. after that was over me and my friend were trying to find a ride home because we live twenty minutes out when walking or five minutes in a car. anyway i see Avery and he offers to give me a ride home after he goes to pick up his car. little does he tell me that oh i can't make it you might want to find another way home so we end up walking. i'm telling you guys this story one for it was definitely an experience when we thought someone was chasing they like jumped out of the bushes. and two because my feet still hurt and i am going to get back at him for lying he could of just said yea i can't take you and then i wouldn't have wasted forty minutes waiting on him to come pick me up.
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| long time coming |
[13 Jul 2005|10:54pm] |
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wow i haven't written in a long time and i see what everyone is going through i wish i could be there o help but i'm stuck in gainesville for four more weeks and then i only have 1 days at home b4 i leave again. college i rough ut also very boring at the same time. my roomates are all kinda spoiled and have never really been on their own which to me means they need a fucking reality check to realize hey you are in college you can't eat out every night, you can't drink every night you have to study if you want to make it. what sucks more is that i cannot have sex because of my freaking birth control pills messing me up i am screwed until august 8 which is way after school is out and i am back home having to deal with the clingy annoying boy who i left i just hope he got the clue that when i didn't call him back it was over.
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